BigCat’s Blog of DOOM

Well….this has got to be one of the worst 24 hr periods I’ve ever had. (so far anyway) Last night, my girlfriend of 4 years decided to tell me that she needed time for us to separated. Wonderful! Great! Grand!….that really fucking blows. After four years, she decides this now. I mean, I thought it was rough when I went to college, because everything was changing, and we had a tough time with it, but for some reason when she moves out and gets a job, it bugs her out, and she needs time apart. WELL…..If that wasn’t enough, I’m cruising along to my summer class. (Why I decided it was necessary to attend class after an evening like that, I’ll never know), but I’m going a little fast, and I didn’t realize it, so I look down, and I see that I’m speeding….let my foot off the accelerator, and a cop pulls out of a side street and pulls me over. I got a 42 in a 30. So that is 75$ down the drain. And, this will jack up my insurance. If I would have looked down like a block before that, I would have been alright, but I cant fucking win, so screw it. Well, All I can say is “if you see me at Sibley on the 4th, I will be intoxicated”

Thank you, and goodnight.

Why does summer school suck so much?

I’ll tell you why this sucks. It is simple. Just break the words appart… summer … school…. school in the summer….hmmm….that sucks. This roughly comes down to 2 and a half hours a day in a classroom, and several hours of homework a night. And the worst part is that I got a teacher who is teaching the matrix stuff from high school, which is boring in itself, and she is assigning ass-loads of homework. If it isn’t bad enough that we have like this stupid matrix stuff that takes a lot of paper and a lot of boring algebra, but we have like 30-40 problems of that shit every night. I don’t need this kind of crap. I’m trying to work 40 hours a week, and go to school. I should have taken a class in some humanity instead of math. God, I hate school.

All I have to say is, no matter what I get no rest. I am no longer working my ass off just to get a stupid 2.995 this semester, where I got no sleep, but now I am working 40 plus hours a week, and just decided, that I would take a class this summer. I need to take a class like I need a hole in the head. Well…enough of this. I’m in Urbana this summer for any of my friends who actually care. I’m living off of busey st. just north of green st. That is pretty cool. I don’t have to deal w/ my parents which is cool. But I have to pay bills now which sucks. But aside from this frivolous prattle. I have good news which isn’t a bitch. I called the local head dragon of the KKK and informed him of what that guy said about white people…..lol….just kidding..seriously that would be sick and wrong. I just wrote that to see if I could piss someone off. But my real good news is that I attempted to request a change of major the other day. Now you may think this is no big deal. But with my whooping 3.083 cumulative GPA, trying to get into Electrical Engineering ( at the U of I that major is number 3 in the world), It can be difficult, because that is the hardest major (in my opinion) and the most competitive. But for some reason I was able to miraculously talk them into accepting me. The did one of those “we’ll get back to you” deals. So I figured, “whatever, no way they will let me in.” But I got an email, and they let me in. Now those of you who know me well are asking your-selfs “why the hell does he want to be and electrical engineer.” I know you all thought that I wanted to program computers for the rest of my life. Well..as u all know things change, but not that much. I decided that I might enjoy building computers a little more then programing them. So I was thinking of transferring to computer engineering. But computer engineering is a little tougher to get in then electrical engineering, and a computer engineer is really only an electrical engineer that focuses on computers. The two degrees can be identical if you plan your schedule correctly, and as and electrical engineer I have some flexibility to do some other things if I want to. But it really is just short of a miracle that I got in. I’ve kinda got away from religion lately (much to the dismay of my parents), but this is just one of those little things that affirms what faith I still have in Christianity. Well I don’t want to shove my crap about religion up your hole, but I thought I would pass that on.

Well the page is getting bigger, but I need to add more stuff, and as I get time I’m going to put up a pole, and maybe a message board. But I need your ideas. So people help me out, and send me some stuff, like ideas, I will post just about anything you send me related to cool stuff, like jokes and pictures, or whatever. So just email it to me, or get me on icq ( my number is 18284212) if you request to add me please tell me who you are and if i don’t know you personally the reason you want to add me to your contact list. I get some odd ppl adding me for no reason, so I have started to get a little weary of ppl trying to add me that I don’t know. Well, I need to get back to my apartment soon ( I”m at home right now), and install my new ethernet card, and get on my local T1 connection….lol…….(evil laugh directed at all the dial-up bitches) Until next bitching time…later