Monthly Archive for September, 2003

Ephesians 6:1-24

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“Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes.” (vs 11) I always liked this, the analogy is totally awesome. I like the idea that we not only have protection against the forces of Satan in this world but we have weapons to help us spread the word and come against the darkness. Anyway, if you didn’t know I have a hard time picking between Philippians and Ephesians as my most favorite of Paul’s letters.

Q: Can you think of some times when God has answered your prayers or the prayers of people you know?

A: Just recently a friend who I’ve been praying for for a very long time showed some progress. He had left here angry at me, angry at the world. Every time I talked to him, or tried to help him out with his struggles, he would just balk at me, or try to say something hurtful. But I had all but given up hope….so I prayed for him, and avoided him, a tactic I’m beginning to find fairly effective at keeping me from killing things and most successful at effecting change. At any rate, he wrote me, which is huge, and said that he knew he didn’t leave on the best of terms but being where he is makes him realize what he had that he had been ignoring when he was here, and he had found a church where he is. So, this is God answering my prayers for that situation, and hopefully it will continue through till he is happy in his faith and happy with life. But that was great, so I am confident that God does in fact answer prayers.

Ephesians 5:1-33

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This is the passage the contains the infamous passage about wives submitting to husbands. Now a lot of people don’t like this passage this day in age, they say it is sexist and it puts woman down. I would say, yes, Paul is somewhat sexist, and yes this day in age it can be easily read as if Paul is putting woman down. But, it is important to say that if this passage is read in the context of the time it is actually brining woman up. The second part of this sections says “husbands love your wives like Christ loves the Church.” This is really important because at the time this woman were lower then second class. This passage is actually saying that wives cannot rebel against their husbands because they have found Christ, and likewise husbands should treat their wives like human beings. These seem counter intuitive to new Christians for a variety of reasons, but mostly I think the cultural significance of Paul telling husbands not to treat woman as second class anymore is what I find significant. I believe that he is saying that marriage is a relationship not a male dictatorship which is not the trend of the day. Anyway, that is enough of that….I have lots of interesting thoughts about the context of this passage, but I have written enough on this…on to the questions.

Q: How have you been doing with listening to God each day? What makes it hard for you to hear from Him?

A: Man, this is hard. I sorta suck at this….I try to pray and listen to God, but a lot of times, it just ends up with me talking. But I have been trying to listen more carefully later, and I’ve had some success. People have told me that they believe that God wants to give me a vision for the where I’m going. In general after this weekends John Paul Jackson conference it kinda made me jealous of the gifted people around me. Now I know that according to the Bible anyone can hear from God, but it has always been a struggle for me. I’ve always been second guessing myself, and wondering what is God and what is me thinking stuff up in my head, so lately I’ve been listening about as well as I possibly can, and it is pretty good stuff. But now I must go to class.

This entry is late, I should have posted yesterday, but I’m tired and sick, and I had to work on tech team at church, so later today I’ll post the one for today, sorry this one is late.

Ephesians 4:17-32

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Paul says in this passage to get rid of “all bitterness, rage, anger, harsh words, and slander”, and says instead to “be kind to each other, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, just as Christ has forgiven you.”

Q: Which, if any, of these areas do you struggle with?

A: Man, I so have issues with most of this stuff. It is hard not to be easily angered with so many stupid people and bad drivers in this world. I think being kind to each other is, and forgiving one another is the key here. Everyone is prone to bitterness, rage, anger, harsh words, and slander at times and what we should do is work to minimize these times by allowing the love of Christ to flow through us. If we are walking around trying to fool ourselves by thinking that these things are absolutely inevitable and we can do nothing to change it we will just end up angry and bitter speaking harsh words about everyone. In life, we don’t have to look far to find a reason to dislike someone….like take my hatred of bad drivers. It is easy to hate someones actions when you don’t have to see them for very long, so bitterness is unlikely, cuz it is like bam, and then I’m over it. But for the longer lasting kind of stuff we have to turn to Jesus, and forgive people as he forgives us. I’ve seen many Christians that are always looking for a reason to dislike the pastor, or dislike the church, or dislike someone around town. Those are typically very bitter and angry people, these are also always the people with all the dirt to dish. So if you are reading this and you typically are looking for information to hold against people, if you want to know things about people because it makes you feel powerful…if you are the one who has to know all the rumors, you might want to take a look at the rest of your life. Are you angry, do you feel like people purposefully stop talking when you walk in a room, do you give people a chance to seriously get to know you or do you judge them based on a select few of your encounters with them. If you fit any of these descriptions you might want to read this passage again and really really think about what you are holding in your heart. For everyone else, you still should re-read this passage too, because there is an area here that we could all do better at. And all of us will not reach our maximum tenderheartedness and kindness without the help of Holy Spirit in our lives.

OK, that is enough….I need to sleep, it is stupid that I am still up, I should have slept to hours ago…..stupid stupid stupid……OK, I’m done with beating myself up…on to bed.

Thought this was cool

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Afterlife as an Angel by childdoll
Your Name
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Wing Color Sea foam green
Heavenly Weapon Ability to bless or curse
Created with quill18’s MemeGen!

I’m awesome, and this just proves it once agian….eat that Rob, I can whup ur fallen butt, and curse all those who do not proclaim my awesomeness.

Ephesians 4:1-16

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I’m wet, it is wet outside….and I had to walk to the bus stop, got very wet, then I had to walk from the next bus stop to home….got soaked. Just wanted you to know that I’m wet while I’m writing this…..and my basement will probably flood, but now I’m just being pessimistic.

Q: What are some ways that God has used you to bring his love and grace to others? What is something specific you can do to use your special gifts or abilities to serve someone today?

A: God is currently using me as a small group leader, which is really good because I feel that my skills lend themselves to gathering people together, and I like to talk about the Bible and learn new things. Specifically I could use my gifts to identify with some people that normally fall by the wayside. That could open up all sorts of doors for serving people in ways that I like to do. I like inviting people to my house for good times and food, I’ve always been one of those people with an open door.

But now I must leave for the John Paul Jackson thing…..Later.

Quad preachers, and Free Will, UPDATED.

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So, I read in the paper the other day that there is this guy (I can’t remember his name) here to give talks for IV, and he is also taking questions on the quad…..oh…wait….i got a name floating to memory….Cliff? I think that sounds right…anyway….. I was thinking after reading this he either has to be funny like good ol’ preacher Dan or he knows his stuff because they wouldn’t have put him in the paper otherwise. This kinda bummed me out because I’m a fan of quad preaching and I hate to miss a good one. So as I was walking from my B&TW class in Lincoln to my MatSe class in ceramics I saw a crowd gathered…and like a moth to the flame I was sucked in. I didn’t make it to that MatSe class today, instead I got a little different perspective then my own on Free will. He wasn’t adamantly for free will, but he said some interesting things about it. Before I launch into a spiel about this I should fist define what we are talking about here.

While often the predestination debate centers around the question “why would God choose people to go to hell”, I wish to talk about the root of this question, and not the outcomes Ultimately that is a good question that has no good definitive answer. We will never know if God does in fact choose people to be drawn close to him and follow the teachings of Christ (and subsequently by the fact that he chooses those who follow him, he chooses those who don’t come to him and they go to hell) or if in fact we are drawn there by our own free will. This is essentially what all arguing around predestination vs. free will boils down too. The free will crowd will present evidence in the Bible to support themselves, and the predestination crowd (read typically people who refer to themselves as Calvinists) will point to other evidence in the Bible to support themselves. Now, we will never know which one is right, there is perfectly good contextual evidence for both points of view, and I think God is big enough to accommodate both. But that doesn’t stop people from getting freaked out because they think this is shattering to what they understand about scripture, and it doesn’t stop people from going around cock-sure they know that this is the way it is, and they aren’t afraid to tell you about it. There is a funny quote I got from John Wesley, the man who started a movement which is now known as the Methodist denomination. He says:
“But I know not how it is, that just the reverse is observed in every part of the Christian world. No writers upon earth appear more positive than those who write on this difficult subject. Nay, the same men, who, writing upon any other subject, are remarkably modest and humble, on this alone lay aside all self-distrust, And speak ex cathedr?aa infallible. This is peculiarly observable of almost all those who assert the absolute decrees. But surely it is possible to avoid this: Whatever we propose, may be proposed with modesty, and with deference to those wise and good men who are of a contrary opinion; and the rather, because so much has been said already, on every part of the question, so many volumes have been written, that it is scarcely possible to say anything which has not been said before. All I would offer at present, not to the lovers of contention, but to men of piety and candour, are a few short hints, which perhaps may cast some light on the text above recited.” Here is the link to the sermon where he says this, I especially like the first part.

It is important to acknowledge that for any good argument you must not just ignore the evidence against it. For a good argument you must acknowledge and address these issues, otherwise your point is is moot. I will actually be making a case for my opinion on these matters while acknowledging that there is no absolutely correct answer. To do this I will present some of the counter arguments to what I am saying and answer those as best as I can, but ultimately this is still just my opinion and therefore is not necessarily correct.

Now, I happen to agree with Wesley about a good number of the people I have meant on both sides of this debate, anyone that claims absolute knowledge in this arena is a fool, and should be treated as such, I saw one of these people on the quad questioning the Cliff. He was relentless with the “your not answering my question” and the preacher was all “I tried but your not satisfied with any of my answers, so let someone else ask a question.” The funny thing is that I am fairly certain that guy was Christian too, but instead of letting someone work at taking away peoples excuses and presenting a fair account of Christianity as he believes it he only was muddying the waters of doubt and uncertainty for people by constantly pushing his agenda. I’m glad the Calvinist I’m friends with don’t do that….it would piss me off pretty quick.

This is how I see things. God does CHOOSE some people. You cannot deny this. If God did not specifically choose Saul, he would have continued persecuting Christians, and this cannot be denied. God choose Moses, Abraham, the old testament prophets, and the disciples. But, all these people are people advancing Gods words in a very specific way. I believe that God does choose some people as he sees fit for the specific purpose of maximizing the advancement of his Kingdom on earth. I also believe that God calls all people who follow him to also spread the word of God. But I ask you, what if Saul said no, he would have been left blind and been largely ineffective at persecuting Christians, but the word would not have spread as it did to the Gentile nations. And any of us, regardless of how we arrive at the idea that Christianity is the way to go, at some point hears/sees/feels/understands that we should so something to minister to someone else. For most this happens more then once, but how many of us can say that though we were compelled to do witness or minister that we have always done it. I have ignored that once or twice, because sometimes it is awkward and we just don’t do it. Isn’t that our decision, don’t we have that ability to do the opposite of what God tells us. If we did not have the free will to choose God, then why are responsible for our sins? Why should any punishment be visited upon us when God never had it in his mind to elect us into the ranks of Christianity. If we did not have free will we would not be able to sin, because we would not be able to make decision without divine intervention…God would have to be playing a large game of chess where I had no decision making abilities and was moved about against my will and without my knowledge. I would say that that this shows that God chooses some, but some come to into Christianity of their own accord. He in his wisdom most often does choose people with the purpose of offering Christs forgiveness to people that would otherwise remain unreached. God has foreknowledge, so to speak, of all events, and later on I will address that, but I believe that does not mean that he chooses one person to minister to people and subsequently chooses by foreknowledge the people that the first person reaches. (How much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood….say that and my last sentence four times fast). Let me make an illustration.
I have a guy, we’ll call him Xander…cuz I like that name, and a guy named Guido…cuz I also like this name. Now, say God knows if Xander will accept his message and knows when, but this is a moot point because for my story he will be chosen by God to do his work. Xander is a charismatic guy that people like to be around, and that people listen to and value his opinion. If he did not receive the grace of Christ till later in life he would miss opportunities to help other people struggling with their faith. So, God in his wisdom chooses to call Xander now instead of later, with one of those !BANG! type of unmistakable Paul goes blind experiences. Then he tells Xander to minister to people. Now we reach Guido. Because God Choose Xander early he is going to reach Guido. Now Guido is a friend of Xander’s and hears and chooses to receive the message of Christ because Xander presented it to him a new way. Now, I have set the stage, and I will refer to Guido and Xander as I continue through my thoughts on this.

It needs to be said that God sees all points in time as if they were one. He knows all mens hearts and all states that their hearts will ever be in. I urge people to read Wesley’s Sermon 58 which makes a wonderful analogy (though not quite complete) about the sun. He says that if I know that the sun is going to rise tomorrow and shine I am not by any action or inaction causing the sun to shine. Likewise, he makes the claim, that neither does God by his knowledge or our actions in the future cause them to happen. He knows our sin, but we don’t sin because he knows we will, he knows because we will sin. The same case that is used to say that God chooses all of us and we have no say in the matter, no free will, could easily be extrapolated to God causes us to sin. It doesn’t take a mental giant to make that leap. Now, I am saying that because he does not cause us to sin, as the Bible tells us, but allows it in the world, we have to be able to make a choice to move away from him, and subsequently the inverse must be true, that we at least in some limited fashion must have the choice to move toward him. Are friend Guido is a good example of some of this. If God knows that Guido will be reached by Xander, is he choosing Guido, or is he letting the cards fall where they may, but he happens to know where they are going to land. I know the sun analogy is not complete because we cannot directly effect the rising and setting of the sun, and God can, but it helps to bring to light my thoughts on this matter. Sometimes I know God chooses people. Sometimes I believe we can still answer his calling with NO. Right now, I could turn my back on God and say I don’t want to be in a church anymore, and I don’t care about Jesus. I’m not going to do that, but it is still possible. This is in light of the fact that I believe I serve a living God whom I have seen working through miracles around me and in my life, I could still turn my back and say “screw it.” The Bible says that this action is really really bad, but I have that choice. And this is why it is hard for me to believe that every single person comes to Christ through no choice of their own.

Alright, so my ranting and raving didn’t turn out exactly how I meant it to, and I have rambled on enough about this. But I will say that in some sense we are predestined to be servants of God. I believe he offers this opportunity to everyone in one manner or another, and some definitely choose to reject it, and that does not require God to harden their hearts. But some, he doesn’t exactly offer so much as tell, and some he drags kicking and screaming, but that is always for his glory more then our personal benefit. We will never know his exact will, and the matter of choice over free will will never be answered in this life. The people I am around acknowledge my opinion and respect it even when they disagree, and I believe that it is more important to accept that people have that right then argue or be upset that someone believes something different then us. Especially when the Bible is not completely clear on how God works in this area.

Sorry this was so long….and sorry I posted it when it was half finished….but I’m done for now.

Ephesians 3:1-21

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“And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge - that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness.” (Eph. 3:17b-19) Before I go on with the questions I would like to say that this part really spoke to me. There was a point when knowing with my head was most of what was going on in my spiritual life. But knowing love in my heart is what makes the difference. I know there are a lot of people that were like me. They have heard the message, they understand in their heads that there was a guy who died and it was so some sins could be forgiven or something, and that is good. But what is lost is the peace in their hearts that this is something that you can benefit from. I knew that the eternal was important, but the right here and now benefit is the reason I am trying to move toward Christ. It used to be an insurance policy type of thing. I knew in my head what the Bible said I understood what you were supposed to do and why, but that didn’t sound very fun, so I did my own thing. But after a while I started trying to change how I dealt with people, and I realized that the solution to changing my relationships was already in the Bible. I tried everything else, but only when I forgot myself and focused on the other people around me did things actually change. So, what I’m saying is that knowing who God/Jesus/Holy Spirit really is isn’t in your head, it is in your heart. This is the difference between Bible stories and wishing to grow in knowledge so that you can be moving in the will of God…this is also the difference between singing songs and truly praising God because he is worthy and that is what he desires, and when you truly know God in your heart you can be open to what the Holy Spirit wants to do in your life. I spent far too much time being overly cynical and thinking that God wasn’t trying to reach me, but my feelings and thoughts were the product of an over-active imagination and/or being caught in a moment. There is a certain amount of healthy cynicism, i.e. not constantly being caught in a moment, but being open to what God is doing and not writing off constantly….that is a change for me that has happened over the past two years. This is the difference now as shown in Mathew 13:14-15, “You will be hearing but never understanding; you will be ever seeing but never perceiving. For this people’s heart has become calloused; they hardly hear with their ears, and they have closed their eyes. Otherwise they might see with their eyes, hear with their ears, understand with their hearts and turn, and I would heal them.” Now, off with the ranting about thoughts on that verse, and on to the question.

Q: In what ways has God dissolved relational barriers in your own life? How are your relationships today - at home, at work, at school, in your neighborhood, with others in the church? Bring to God any strained relationships in your life and invite him to work through you to bring peace and reconciliation.

A: Over the past several years I have learned a lot about relationships with people around me. God specifically has taught me over the last year or so that the answers that I have arrived at on my own in the past were in the Bible all along. Specifically I have been shown that the first place I should go is the Bible, don’t asses people, don’t make assumptions about anyones motivations or intentions, but instead go first to the Bible, and see what God tells me to do whenever a relationship is stressed. Today I do pretty well with my relationships at work, at school and at home. I would like to have done better before some of my roommates moved out, that was a stressful time, and I ended up being so stressful that I needed to remove myself from the situation which resulted in me just not talking to a roommate for more then three words at a time for a period of a couple months.

Class, need to bail….later
Ben

Ephesians 2:1-22

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This is a passage about being a part of the family of God and that the Holy Spirit binds us, not our commitment to a upholding laws, not our traditions, but our salvation in Jesus Christ and the presence of his Holy Spirit in the Church.

Q: 1. What does it mean for you to know that you are a part of God’s family? 2. Who are some people you know that don’t seem to have a close group of people that they belong to? Invite on or two of them to spend time with you and your family or friends this week.

A: 1. For me being a part of Gods family means love. I like to feel included and like I belong, but more importantly even when the community that is supposed to be part of my family isn’t making me feel that way, God always makes me feel welcomed and loved. 2. There are a few people that I would like to make feel welcome at church and my house, I’ve been trying to make plans to do something that could help some people get involved. I know small groups alone won’t take care of the need to make people feel welcome. Especially since some people have late night work schedules so they can go to school. I was actually thinking about starting a small group that takes place on Saturday afternoon….like a lunch deal. Maybe when my small group is ready to multiply I will do that, but for now I try to hang out with people on Friday and Saturdays.

But anyway, I have to get back to work on homework before my afternoon class, so I can write no more.
Ben

Ephesians 1:1-23

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The beginning of Ephesians is focused on the Holy Spirit moving in the church. I like the book of Ephesians, it is one of the only books where Paul doesn’t rip into the church for screwing up. But with that, on to the questions.

Q: Have you experienced the Holy Spirit moving in your life? If so, what have your experiences been like?

A: I’ve seen people experience a broad range of visible effects as well as seen outward expressions of inward changes from the Holy Spirit, but I tend more toward inward the inward experiences. I’ve felt overwhelming peace, joy and even sorrow when from the Holy Spirit. I’m not one that is big on emotions, I don’t become easily emotional over much of anything, and I don’t particularly like getting all touchy-feely. But, I know that it is in fact the Holy Spirit that brings emotions to the surface with the understanding he brings. A while back I was overwhelmed by sorrow because a full blast realization of what Jesus did for me when he died on the cross occurred to me. That is sad, I screwed up my life and Jesus paid for it. I’ve also felt the warm tingly sensation, and I’ve gone weak in the knees before, but God has yet to put me on the floor (knock on wood). Sometimes it is a sense of peace I get, almost like a wave washing over me. That is usually when I’m stressing about something, but sometimes just when I’m happy I will get a sense of peace like that. There are other specific examples of the Holy Spirit moving in my life, but I could write about that for a long time, so I will spare you and say that you can ask me later in person if you want to know that bad.
Later, Ben

Love

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1 Corinthians 13 (NIV)
If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never falls. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

So I am of the mind that if you can read this and not feel convicted in some way you haven’t spent much time for introspection lately. Man, sometimes I absolutely hate this passage. This is the passage that says you have to walk away sometimes when you don’t want to because that is how you can love a person where they are. And sometimes it means sticking it out with someone when you want to walk away, because that is how to love them. “Not easily angered,” wish that was the case for me, I think I spend a lot more time trying not to be pissed about little stuff then I spend just rejoicing in the big stuff God has given me. This last Friday I felt like I was gonna explode. I don’t know why but a lot of little stuff was bugging me. I had been upset about some of my roommates being disruptive during my small group, and I hadn’t been sleeping well. Then Friday some normal arguments / debates were going down at work and Rob was being a little more vehemently arrogant then normal (he was a little hung over and cranky to his credit….but he got his anyway later when he accidentally got Icy-hot on his nuts….karma) and it really rubbed me the wrong way. I knew I shouldn’t be upset because it wasn’t really out of the normal for us to be in this type of conversation and for Rob to insist he is right. Usually I just let it slide, and we walk away knowing that he hasn’t changed my mind and he didn’t listen to a word I said, and it is all good. But for some reason this was really eating at me. I sat in my 340 class and couldn’t even listen to instructor…I don’t think I took one note…I was sooo mad for such a stupid thing, but I still wanted to put my fist through something. So I talked to Seth about it, since he was involved in the conversation, and I mentioned that it was he had been a little disruptive during my small group (I figured it was an over-site on his part and not malicious, but it felt good to talk about it with someone) and told him that I had been in a rotten mood today for some unknown reason. So he suggested going skating and getting out, or taking a nap. So I decided to go skating. Let me say, that I am out of shape….it was very hard to get out to Florida Ave from Springfield ave. I stopped in the Japanese gardens for a couple hours and thought about things, and just tried to relax. I spent most the time looking at the flowers or reading my Bible. I read Genesis 45-50, all of 1 Peter, and the reading in Galatians for the daily devotional, which isn’t too bad for about an hour and half of reading and reflecting. I have to say, that while scripture poses challenges, such as loving your neighbor, that can seem frustratingly daunting at times it can also be very relaxing. I felt much much better, and had a really nice skate home. But since then, no revelation on how to love people better has occurred to me, I still am having a hard time letting the little stuff drop, and I still want to learn how to love people where they are. I think in this mixed up crazy fallen world we live in it is hard to meet everyone where they are, and come to them patiently and kindly. The only thing I really got going for me from this passage is that God has blessed me by changing my thinking over the last three years. I feel like I’ve moved to more adult thinking, and put some of the childish thinking behind me. Now this doesn’t mean much considering right after that Paul says that what we see now is a blurred vision that we see now is not as the perfect understanding we will have when we meet God. But still, it is good to know that looking back at college I can honestly say I’ve grown up a little. Well, I’m off to bed, hopefully I can figure out how God wants me to love everyone, not just the people that are easy to love. So this has been my prayer, and will be tonight….”forgive my unforgiveness, show me how to forgive, and then show me how to forget so that I may truly love as you did.
G’Night

Galatians 6:1-18

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Reflect
Paul told the Galatians, “I bear on my body the scars that show I belong to Jesus” (6:17). He experienced many joys but also a great deal of resistance as he told people about Jesus, prayed for the sick, cast out demons, and served the poor. What struggles have you faces as you have done these same things?

A: It is hard for me to not feel like I’m not doing any good. Often I think that I’m ill equipped to do some of these things. I know that it is never me that is doing anything, except serving the poor, and it is in fact God doing things through me. I have prayed against demons, with little to mild success. Once I was praying for someone and my arm felt like it was simultaneously burnt, froze and electrocuted, and I saw something in my mind like a dark figure. After some discussion it was decided that it was in fact a daemon and I didn’t really have any success praying against that to leave, but I was pretty freaked out by then, and my arm still hurt. So that makes it tough sometimes because when I pray for people with demonic problems it is hard not to remember that pain in my arm. I’ve never prayed for someone for healing and seen it happen, so sometimes that makes it tough not to question myself when praying for healing. So anyway, that about sums it up. Next we are moving into Ephesians, a great book.

Galatians 5:13-26

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This is the fruits of the spirit passage. For those of you who are not reading along this passage lists what is in our lives should be a reflection of Christs love and our signs that we are following him. These things are love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. This is right after he lists all the activities that would show us to be living our lives as people just trying to fulfill our sinful nature. These activities are sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery, idolatry and witchcraft, hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy, drunkenness, orgies (doesn’t this go with sexual immorality?), and the like. Paul even says that people who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God.

A: In which of these areas (the fruits of the spirit areas) have you seen God working on in your lives? Which ones do you need God to help you more with?

A: I could probably use help with peace, patience, and gentleness from God. I’ve never been good at maintaining peace, if something isn’t going crazy in my life I usually add something until things go crazy, or I feel overwhelmed. Also I’ve never been patient. I yell at the internet because it is never fast enough…especially on dial-up. The car can’t get me there fast enough, and there aren’t enough hours in the day because traffic isn’t moving, not because I’m trying to do too much. I’ve never been really good at waiting for change in people either. I want to see things move today, it is time for meaningful revelation in peoples lives and that needs to seriously take root and move them to action. I don’t think that ever happened to me in a !bang! kind of way, but by God, that is what needs to happen because I said so…..right? On to gentleness. I like to be blunt. I like the statement “that is just a lie” and “why do you always have to repeat that crap” or “this is your problem….” Now generally are these awful things? Don’t people need to hear stuff told to them this way? I would say sure, sometimes people need to hear a harsh truth just bluntly told to them. But a lot of times people need an ear, they need someone to listen to their concerns and pray for them. They need to hear things in a gentle way, soothing and easing fears and concerns while empathizing. I’m not so good at this all the time….there are times when I just want to lay it down like this: 1) “This is your problem…..” 2) “This is what the Bible says about it / It seems obvious that this is what the solution is to it” 3) “Abra-ca-dabra, presto-change-o” and poof…..new person or problem solved. I’m a crappy counselor, but I make a good guy to get blunt advice from if your ready for that. But I think if God could help change that I could affect more people in a positive way. I’ve seen God working in my life on my self-control. It has been a lot easier for me to control my thoughts, and not let them wonder in directions that I don’t wish them to go, and I thank God for that because I couldn’t do as well on my own as I have lately.

The Playlist

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I’m gonna steal a thought from John Cusack in High Fidelity concerning the mix tape. The Playlist, like the mix tape (and the away message), is an art form. I am not just talking about throwing all your mp3’s in a list and listening to them in winamp. I’m talking about making a playlist in terms of an mp3 player, or lists made for their specific purposes of mood listening. Now, I have a 128 mb mp3 player, and this amounts to somewhere in the range of 30-35 songs depending on the encoding quality and length of the songs. Now seeing as how the two major uses of my mp3 player are walking to class (where I use it the most) and studying, there is a certain balance that one must strike when making the list. One the one hand, you want up-beat, fun songs that you like to grove too for walking to class. Like Transformers the Movie Theme, or Eye of the tiger (those are particularly good for walking to tests) and Mr. Eels beautiful blues and Fatboy Slim’s Praise you or Right Here. These are excellent walking to class kind of songs. They are fun to sing, get your blood pumping and keep you moving. But the problem is, that these are not the best songs to listen to while studying. When studying you must keep it just upbeat enough to not fall asleep. The trick is to interweave slower songs and up-tempo songs. Particularly stay away from the songs that are long and have a great slow melody, Like the “Somewhere over the rainbow, What a wonderful world medley.” It is a great song, very relaxing, I love to try to sing with it, but it is long, and nice and slow, and most likely on the third round of your playlist during a day of studying, the next song can’t come fast enough to wake you up. That six minute monster will have you face down drooling on your books. So instead, I propose using something similarly relaxing, but significantly shorter….like Dido’s Thank you. Great song, very relaxing, but works well because it is shorter, and you can put a faster song before and after the slow song.

Generally I think you should start your playlist fast, right now I have a faster worship song at the beginning. That way I know it is quick, but not too fast, nice pace good for walking, but not to hard. Then I follow up with a little faster song….take it up a little…quicken the pace…have to make sure I’m not late for class. Then I put in “The Lord is Gracious and Compassionate” which is great cuz it slows things down, which means I can walk a little slower since I’m fat and out of shape, but late in the song it picks up tempo and finishes pretty hard with the solid heavy chords from the guitar and piano. Then I let in a lighter song….take the tempo up but keep it light.

This process keeps up until the playlist is complete. Except I throw in a funny song to make me laugh…that helps keep me awake during studying and is a change in pace while walking. So, this is what I did on Wednesday so I could go to class, but I missed class because it took to long make the list….my computer transfers songs far to slowly.

Anyway, there is my non-Bible post for now, I have other stuff to write about, but this seemed the most pressing on my mind…which is good, because a couple days ago the first thing on my mind was beating people down for no particular reason. I might write about that later.

Thank you, and goodmorning.