Q: Paul was an extremely devoted and religious person before he met Christ, yet he says in verse 15 that he was “worst [sinner] of them all.” What did Paul look to for salvation before he met Christ? What did he rely on after encountering Christ? As Paul did in verses 12-14, take some time now to thank God for showing you his lavish mercy.
A: Before Christ revealed himself to Paul he was seeking to be a religious zealot. Perfect in all the rules, a great fighter for his faith. But Jesus showed him that he didn’t need to kill people to show them the truth. I liken this today to more of the “good person” syndrome that is so present in America. Everyone thinks that if you are a “good person,” which means not killing anyone, and not stealing, or being sorry for the things you did wrong that it will be all OK. But seriously, I don’t think I’ve ever met a “good person” but I have a little tougher definition. I think that a good person always cares about others before themselves, and never holds selfish pride and their egos over the people around them. Good people love everyone as Christ loved. They treat everyone better then they expect to be treated. They know how to say everything in the most kind and compassionate way, i.e. they don’t make mental mistakes that, or run their mouth until someones feelings are truly hurt unless it is the truth that someone needs to hear (and even then they will say it in the best way possible). I think that good person would never have to censor themselves, what would go through their head is the right and most caring thing to say. Also they would never move in sin purposefully, i.e. no sexual impurities, have never lied or deceived anyone, never manipulated anyone. So I challenge the reader now. You find me a “good person” that fits my definition, not just someone who hasn’t killed anyone, and I will reward you with a special place on my webpage, but I am willing to bet that no one fits my description that is alive. I believe that the only guy who was ever a good person was Jesus. Paul tried to be a “good person” but screwed it up and became obsessed with glorifying himself and increasing in status in his culture. So, now I have ranted about the “good people” syndrome annoyance I have, and I’m tired of writing…so I will leave you with my challenge and go to class.