Maybe this is as good as it gets

Did you ever wonder if this is really as good as it gets. Did you ever feel like you should be feeling something but you don’t know what to feel. Have you ever bounced between being very apathetic and hypersensitive. Have you ever got tired of the people around you for no apparent reason. Or has everyone around you suddenly started spouting crap that you can barely bare to hear. Have you ever wanted to just get away from everyone but getting away doesn’t make you feel better. Sometimes life just sucks, sometimes it doesn’t. When it sucks, it can really suck, but focusing on how it sucks isn’t going to fix it. So I am going to shut up and go back to sleep, cuz that usually helps.

  1. Ben, I think everyone goes through that from time to time. About a year and a half ago I was so sick of everything and everyone and I wanted desperately to leave my world behind me and all that jazz. The feelings pass. I rarely feel all that stuff anyway.

  2. Yes.

    But it can get better than this. Really. Sleeping, however, is rarely the solution. Waiting, sometimes. Action, sometimes. I wish it weren’t a matter of context…

    But it is. Which is where what God tells you to do (or not to do) makes a difference.

  3. as good as it gets? hell no! but sometimes it just does suck. i usually escape to a good book but i find that doing what i don’t want to do about it usually helps the most. whether it’s people, family, feelings, or myself, i find that by doing something, things will change and the ickyness can receede. so sometimes it’s really hard or me to figure out what to do. i had to do that this week (about an annual occurence).

  4. Did I ever wonder if this is as good as it gets? yeah a few times, but I ask you this…Did you ever wonder if your mom gave dad a blowjob right before she kissed you goodnight? lol

    Anywho, best not to think you have maxxed out the happy scale this early in life. You need to come down sometime and look at big ass mining equipment with me and Curt. It’s like a grown mans jungle gym..er..that you could die if you fell from almost anywhere on it lol. Honest, you should. it will give you a whole new perspective on a few things like life, soul scale, and of course, the ground lol.

  5. LIFE DOES SUCK, I AM TIRED OF PAYING A LANDLORD, TRYING TO GET THROUGH COLLEGE, GET MARRIED, TIRED OF WAITING TO SUCCEEED SINCE I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY BUT OFF FOR OVER EIGHT YEARS IN COLLEGE AND WORK RETAIL, LIFE SUCKS.

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