Did you ever wonder if this is really as good as it gets. Did you ever feel like you should be feeling something but you don’t know what to feel. Have you ever bounced between being very apathetic and hypersensitive. Have you ever got tired of the people around you for no apparent reason. Or has everyone around you suddenly started spouting crap that you can barely bare to hear. Have you ever wanted to just get away from everyone but getting away doesn’t make you feel better. Sometimes life just sucks, sometimes it doesn’t. When it sucks, it can really suck, but focusing on how it sucks isn’t going to fix it. So I am going to shut up and go back to sleep, cuz that usually helps.