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Sick due to Brain

Something has always puzzled me about the model for the evolution of man. Our current best-guess model based on the fossils we’ve found shows that we got taller for a while, and then the neanderthals which likely co-existed with humans got a lot bigger, stronger, thicker bones, and smaller brains. The problem is that in terms of hunter-gatherer / predator type of animal kindgom the neanderthal with similar brain capacity (although less) should have been a little higher on the food chain due to size and strength. So, why did we evolve a big brain when a the brain requires a whole lot more sugar and nutrients. What kind of long string of punctuated equilibrium events arrived at us having a lot bigger brain when it is a metabolically inefficient organ?

Well there are lots and lots of thoughts and theories on this, all of them I’ve read sound pretty good, but I’ve never heard an entirely satisfactory answer since it is mostly based on conjecture (since well, no one wrote down what actually happened). And the fact remains that a good portion, a really good portion, of what we eat every day goes to powering our brain.

So, what does that have to do with me being sick…well, I’ll tell you.

My brain makes everything look all peachy and what not, but behind the scenes it is secretly devouring all my energy.

Case in point, I’m sick as all get out yesterday. I start to feel a little better during the day, I work on my webpage, start to feel worse towards bed time. But I sleep better, I feel almost like going to work this morning, but still have a fever. So I stay home to make sure I get enough rest and don’t relapse. I sleep in till about 10:30, get up, read LJ, post a little. Work some more on my website. Feel even better almost go to work at noon, fever is still there, decide to stay home in an effort to not get anyone else sick. 2:30ish coughing gets worse, headache increases, so does fever. Lauren gets worse, I get worse. I take a shower, hack up a lung and part of small intestine. I don’t feel safe driving, otherwise I would go out and get tougher cough medicine and some arbys (she has a craving, and no she isn’t pregnant).

So what has this got to do with anything. My brain is sucking up my energy, making me sicker, not letting me actually rest. The more I think “Gee it is easy to sit here and type, or to fix my web page” the more sick I get. But how do you stop it, I’m not tired enough to sleep…I tried that, you can’t just shut off your brain. And to make it worse, when I’m sleeping I have weird half feverish, half something entirely more concrete (boardline prophetic maybe). So my brain is still working…overtime.

I can’t make it stop, when I get feverish I write, read, and think faster. That is to a point…after that point I get delerious and slow, but that happens later. At either point with a fever I can’t talk or listen very fast, go figure.

And here I am writing again, watching that crazy Gilmore Girls DVD’s w/ my wife, both taxing. And I can’t make my brain stop working…and here I am sick, and not getting better cuz my brain is burning up all my sugars I’ve taken in today.

Crazy, just plain crazy…I need a new brain, or an immune system that knows how to shut down my brain to work its magic.